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I dont know why.... but for some very odd reason someone wants to kick my ass after apologizing to that person they wanna kick my ass over... i dont get it... that phrase confused me.. anywho... its 4 in the morning, and i dont really care for sleep right now... IM SO HAPPY!!!!! keith is moving back to Minnesota!!!!!!!!! i asked him if he would visit me for old times, and he said sure! it makes me really happy to know that someone STILL actually cares to see my face!!! (again, Keith was my first bf) he told me that he needs to get another car cuz he sold his first one before he moved to colorado... 13 more fucking days till my un-wanting birthday... like i talked about with my therapist, i need to get a job... MAYBE just MAYBE if keith comes to see me soon enough, i can ask him to go job hunting with me... i wonder if keith is going to college like he said... he said that he might go to lake superior college... *jumps for joy* i have soooooo much excitement in my heart!!! and keith's birthday passed, and now he is officially now 18! me and keith are only 3 years away... cuz his birthday was June 7th... i STILL remember it... oh about the college thing... if he goes to that college, then me and keith has a bigger chance of seeing each other more often than we used to... it would be great... but anywho... i dont think i can handle getting my ass kicked... im NOT A FUCKING FIGHTER if whoever that "girl" was that wanted to kick my ass is reading this... *sigh* like anyone listens... they are just too dull like my parents... never listening... thats why im going to poison myself one night, slit my wrists... one of those (im not making anyone feel bad) but listen anyways, i sat up almost half of the night last night writing suicide notes... i said good bye to almost everyone... including you tasha even though i've only known you for about 3 weeks or so...i didn't even know until today you wanted to kick my ass... but ill add more to your goodbye saying "thanks for making my death more easier"... its just one of those things that happens everyday in my life... i was bashing the back of my head against the wall hoping to go into a coma and pass out... hell... i should do that now... but for some reason since keith is comming back... i dont feel that way anymore.. i guess i wanna see his happy face one more time before i turn on myself again to the other side... im listening to Strawberry Gashes right now... its SOOOO like me... if none of you "get it" maybe all the cuts on my arms will tell you... - Watch me fault her, your living like a disaster, she said "kill me faster" with strawberry gashes all over all over ME!"- anywho... there is a phrase in that song i like... ill post it at the end with plus signs on the outside... and ill post more lyrics up... one thing i should do is get my suicide notes and E-mail everyone i wrote to what i said... i thanked them all for trying to help (some are exceptions cuz most of them never cared)i feel like cutting myself right now... im just addicted... i need to learn to stop... but its hardim growing my finger nails out so i can scratch myself to death... anywho, im getting a little on the sleepy side... see you all on the otherside...
Summo
+ Something you lose, and somethings you just give away +
Dead Poetic -- August Winterman
And If I could teach the world to be..
I'd teach them all to be something just like me.
Frustrated, bitter, depressing.
Perfect - As if my wings were like yours
But I'm falling down.
And if you could hold your tongue long enough..
You'd see that all I am is love, but I don't like me.
I despise me.
Perfect - As if my wings were like yours
But I'm falling down.
Perfect - As if my wings were like yours
But I'm falling down.
It's a disease they'll never have a cure for.
You're the only way to dry my eyes.
It's a disease, they'll never have a cure.
But I'm the on whose wrong. I'm the one who cries.
It's a disease, they'll never have a cure for.
It's a disease, they'll never have a cure.
But I'm the on whose wrong. I'm the one who cries.
I cry - I despise me.
Vendetta Red -- Shatterday
Our days are numbered 666
and I'll begin the countdown by calling off the circus
somewhere in these cryptic scriptures
I'll find myself drifing in a sky full of
scars they cut into you
Blisters rose colored hue
mayday we're going down
These mescline memories are morose
Your kerosine company is comatose
Our days are numbered 321
And when you bit the bullet I held the smoking gun
Somewhere in these violent volumes
I'll find myself drifting in a sky full of
scars they cut into you
Blisters rose colored hue
mayday we're going down
These mescline memories are morose
Your kerosine company is comatose
And I would sick up half of my cold eye
to set you on your head
If I were you then I would memorize
this loose lipped lullaby insted of waiting
carving out your own
scars they cut into you
Blisters rose colored hue
mayday we're going down
These mescline memories are morose
Your kerosine company is comatose
Perfect, Simple Plan.
Whats Your Suicide Ballad?
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The Lost Soul
What sign of the Black Zodiac are you?
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You are a Dark Apparition. Frightening power
radiates from you with a dark glow. You
represent danger, darkness, and nightly
adversity. Your victims want domination and
emotional turmoil, but only a select few remain
after you've drunk your fill of their life's
blood.
~What Kind of Faerie Are You?~
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June
12, 2003
ARRRRGGGGG!!!! ROAR!!! and GRR!!!!!! i had something typed until my fucking computer screwed up!!! BASTARDS!!!! now i dont remember what in the hell i had typed down!!!! YES my computer is fucking fixed!!!! im finally back on and typing... i must start downloading once again... yea my parents are LIARS!!! HUGE ASS liars! Mr and Mrs OOOO we dont have the internet yet; MY FUCKING ASS WE DONT!!!! i saw my brother online last night typing away... i got SOOOOO pissed.... but anywho time for a cheer up song... well i guess ill see you all on the other side (cuz i dont know what else to type since i lost it all)
Summo
+Bleed one more time for me+
NOFX -- Fun Things To Fuck (If You're A Winner)
fun things to fuck. fun things to fuck.
fun things to fuck.
fun things to fuck.
fuck the front door, fuck the back.
fuck the good girls with the knack.
fuck the government until they fuck you back.
fuck a muslim, fuck a jew.
fuck fans of blink 182.
that's illegal if you were born in '83.
yeah, yeah, yeah.
fuck a bean cheese burrito.
fuck a bowl of cookie dough.
fuck the space between the big and neighbor toe.
fuck a cop, fuck a marine. fuck a jar of vaseline.
fuck a calzone with pepperoni.
fuck a midget, fuck a dwarf.
fuck chris cringle with an elf.
but before you fuck it all...
GO FUCK YOURSELF!!!!
Hello everyone, im right now at the library with my friend Taco! its a funky name, but hey its alright.... anywho, school is out and now its the summer... and like in who knows how many days my b-day is comming up... June 26 that is... i better not take too long cuz SOMEONE looks like their getting bored... anywho... i have no lyrics to put up... cuz im just too damn lazy to get them... i guess i'd better get going now.... c'ya all on the other side...
Summo
ok HERE is the scoop for today... its the LAST day of the fucking school and im already being tormented by people before i can even step a fucking foot outside the school building without being harrassed for things... its pretty terrible now that Joe is pissed at me... i didn't mean any of those things i've said... i've been the worst person to ever live.... FIRST i went out with keith... then i needed someone as kind as keith was, then Joe came along, and i was pretty happy with the hotts for him... but now... everything... actually SOMETHING has totally gone wrong... and i feel very very terrible... i had some plan... i wanted to ATLEAST have a bf by the time the school year ended... and now... i dont even have that... my whining days are comming to a fucking end when i finally slit my wrists... but cant do shit when Wes slaps my arms telling me to "stop that shit" Now im some afraid bitch to do anything afraid that Wes is gunna knock the hell outta me if i continue my rampage for killing myself... i cant get Joe off my mind.. i dont know what to do... i have completely lost myself or something... i cant get Joe back... he wouldn't want me, after all... those e-mail's he sent me,its like he dont really care, but i guess they just give me a bigger reason to die, since i know im not loved.. anymore... i have a sad song for me... by something corporate... maybe if i listen to this song... it'll help me move on in a way... maybe move on in a trail of tears....or blood... well c you all on the other side.... or underground 6 feet deep....
+R.I.P. (Rest In Pieces) Summer+
Something Corporate -- Konstantine
I can't imagine all the people that you know
And the places that you go
When the lights are turned down low
And I don't understand all the things you've seen
But I'm slipping in between
You and your big dreams
It's always you
In my big dreams
And you tell me that it's over
Wake up lying in a patch
Of four leaf clovers
And you're restless
And I'm naked
You gotta get out
You can't stand to see me shakin
No...
Would you let me go?
I didn't think so..
And you don't wanna be here in the future
So you say the present's just a pleasent
Interruption to the past
And you don't wanna look much closer
Cause you're afraid to find out all this hope
You had sent into the sky
By now had..crashed
And it did...Because of me..
And then you bring me home
Afraid to find out that you're alone
And I'm sleeping in your living room
We don't have much room..to live
I had these dreams
In them I learned to play guitar
Maybe cross the country
Become a rock star
And there was hope in me that I could take you there
But damnit you're so young
Well I don't think I care
And if I hurt you then I'm sorry
Please don't think that this was easy
And then you bring me home
Cause we both know what it's like to be alone
And I'm dreaming in your living room
We don't have much room
To live
And Konstantine is walking down the stairs
Doesn't she look good standing in her underwear
And I was thinkin..what I was thinkin
We've been drinking
And it doesn't get me anywhere
My Konstantine came walking down the stairs
And all that I could do was touch her long, blonde hair
And I've been thinking
It hurts me thinking
That these nights when we were drinking
No they never got us anywhere
No..
This is because I can spell konfusion with a k
And I can like it
It's to dying in another's arms
And why I had to try it
It's to Jimmy Eat World
And those nights in my car
When the first star you see may not be a star
I'm not your star
Isn't that what you said
What you thought this song meant
And if this is what it takes
Just to laugh with my mistakes
And live with what I did to you
All the hell I put you through
I always catch the clock
It's 11:11
And now you wanna talk
It's not hard to dream
You'll always be my Konstantine
My Konstantine
They'll never hurt you like I do
No..They'll never hurt you like I do
No, No..No No No No No No..
This is to a girl
Who got into my head
With all the pretty things she did
And you know
You keep me up in bed
This is to a girl
Who got into my head
With all these fucked up things I did
Hey..maybe..baby
You could keep me up in bed
My Konstantine
You spin around me like a dream
We played out on this movie screen
And I said..
Did you know I miss you?
I miss you
And then you'd bring me home
And we go to sleep
But this time not alone..no no
And you'll kiss me in your living room
I know..I know you'll miss me in your living room
Cause these nights I think maybe that
I'll miss you in my living room
We don't have much room
I said does anybody need that room?
Because we all need a little more room
To live..
My Konstantine
GRRRRR i dont know what to do.. or talk about... perhaps even say... stupid birthday!!!! WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE ME!!!! i hate my birthday and its only along ways away...well not toooooo long... only on June 26th of this stupid month... only one thing im happy about is that SCHOOL IS DONE AND OVER TOMORROW!!!! NO MORE STC!!! NO MORE!!!!! MWAHAHAHA!! im sooooo happay! ok but anywho since i have not much to say i guess i'll see you all on the otherside! later gator skater masturbaters!! hey it all rhymes... so its all good!... yup... heh heh...(lyrics after this READ IT MAGGOTS!!! ESPECIALLY YOU SAM AND LAURA... you little bastards)
The Juliana Theory -- Piano Song
Old friend, I hear you
I know just how you feel
I've been in your shoes before
I've seen your worries,
And I can understand everything you going through
And I believe in you
Your time is coming
Don't give up tonight
There's a life ahead
Your time is coming
Don't let go tonight
My friend, I've listened
Things only can improve
You have all the time in the world
So keep on fighting,
And never let them say there's anything that you can't do
Cause I believe in you
Your time is coming
Don't give up tonight
There's a life ahead
Your time is coming
Don't let go tonight
I watched as you sat with a cigarette in your hand,
holding a drink in the other,
Trying to drown all your pain:
And I believe in you
Your time is coming
Don't give up tonight
There's a life ahead
Your time is coming
Don't let go tonight
Old friend, you'll realize,
Good things are worth the wait
Enjoy the times that you have
You'll see a new day,
When darkness fades again,
And the sun can rise to shine
And I believe in you
Your time is coming
Don't give up tonight
There's a life ahead
Your time is coming
Don't let go tonight.
What in fucking hell do you random people want from me!!!! IF YOU WANT FUCKING JOE JUST KILL ME AND TAKE HIM!!!!! WHAT IN THE HELL IS MY LIFE WORTH!!!! MY LIFE IS JUST WORTH ABSOLUTLY NOTHING IN ANYONE'S EYES!!!!!!! I'm sorry if i did hurt joe's feelings, i dont mean to... but when he does the shit he does it pisses me off... there are too many and it would be horrible to number out... i think im just going to go over all the PATHETIC LIES that has been said to me by many people starting with number 1
1. I'll do anything for you just tell me and i'll stop.
2. "You never cared in the first place" (which i do care but no one sees it)
3. I promise i would never do anything to hurt you.
4. I will be around, just dont worry about it.
ajkgh eriypdfk;j GOD DAMMIT ALL!!! IM SICK AND TIRED OF BEING THE ONE TO DO EVERYTHING!!!! JOE YOU NEVER FUCKING CARED ABOUT ME AFTER EVERYTHING I'VE DONE FOR YOU!!!! i was nice to you, i was always there for you, i stood up for you when alec dissed you ( I EVEN kicked his ass yesterday!! now he is afraid of me,) i also BOUGHT things for you!!!! if you dont have a future then you dont have a future with me.... GOOD FUCKING BYE JOE!!!!!!! FOREVER THIS TIME!!!! and tell your bitchy ass friend that SHE CAN HAVE YOUR DAMN ASSS!!!!!!!!! ( sorry for anyone who had to read all that but my computer broke down and i dont have this guy's e-mail so pretty much this is all i have thank you and try to understand i will get things back in order one day and see you all on the otherside PS. lyrics after this...)
Taproot -- I
I’m seeing tunnel vision in a world that's dark and cold,
I cannot believe how much I've changed since the days of old,
I know, it's temporary but I need to focus straight,
I cannot believe I lost control of my fate,
I need forgiveness from the people I truly care about,
I need support behind my back to help me spit it out
I am gonna win, I can't afford to blow this one,
I hate myself sometimes,
I love myself,
I need this way of life because it holds me.
I hate myself sometimes,
I love myself,
Contradiction's the way of life
Happiness is wealthyness is healthy
Now that I've made it through those lies and deceit,
I think what's done is done and
I can't complain anymore
I am sure now that I've found myself again it feels great
I cannot believe I lost control of my fate,
I need forgiveness from the people I truly care about,
I need support behind my back to help me spit it out
I am gonna win, I can't afford to blow this one,
I hate myself sometimes,
I love myself,
I need this way of life because it holds me.
I hate myself sometimes,
I love myself
Contradiction's the way of life
Happiness is wealthyness is healthiness
GOD!!! i have never been like this in a lond time and not like anyone really cares how i feel... i was finally getting over Keith(my ex) until recently Joe, basically cheated on me letting some girl give him hickeys... it made me pretty pissed... now all of a sudden im bringing the past upon myself with all the memories of keith... god damn i miss him soooo much.... why did he have to move to colorado... im just so sad and depressed... i just dont know what to do.... but anyways... Joe i know you will or ARE reading this... i have some song lyrics for ya ta read... read them carefully to understand what im trying to say with these sad things....
The Juliana Theory -- If i told you this was killing me, would you stop?
watch your mouth
hold your tongue boy
because you're running out of breath
running out of time
before every careless word that you utter
renders you utterly useless
now you're drowning in your own saliva
trying to speak yourself to the top of your empty world
keep on talking
just keep on rambling
you've got your mouth full
now listen here's the pleasant part
you and i we fell apart
why can't you make up your mind
shut your mouth
burn your bridges
throw your words like an attack
and stab me in the
wait a second what's that
i just heard
nevermind it's obviously worthless
you're standing on your soapbox
yelling from the rooftops
everything you say is a lie
now listen here's the clever one
who speaks before his thoughts are done
why can't you make up your mind
watch your mouth
hold your tongue
some things are better left unsaid
now i hope you're pleased
you let your pride stand tall
it danced within your words right before your fall right before you
why don't you, why don't you say that to my face,
i've had ripped down torn down so many things,
everything you, everytime you, every word you say,
if i told you this was killing me,
would you would you stop?
Dead Poetic -- Four Wall Blackmail
These four walls have seen the worst of me.
They're bleeding confession, but they'll never speak.
These four walls have seen the life I truly lead.
They're crying depression. They're weak in the knees.
Right on the floor.
Please walls, stay quiet
Reputation is on the line.
Please God, stay quiet.
Don't let them know you're watching me die.
Falling down.
The waves are crashing in on me again. Falling down.
The walls are closing in on me again.
Falling down.
The waves are crashing in on me again.
Falling down.
I feel the weight, I feel the weight again.
And If you open up your heart you'll see
I'm only human. Let me be me.
And if you could open up your heart you'll see
This wasn't my intent. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
Right on the floor.
Please walls, stay quiet
Reputation is on the line.
Please God, stay quiet.
Don't let them know you're watching me die.
Falling down.
The waves are crashing over me again.
Falling down.
The walls are closing in on me again.
Falling down.
The waves are crashing in on me again.
Falling down.
I feel the weight, I feel the weight again.
Right on the floor
Ok those are the songs i wanted you (joe to read) and along with the rest of ya, if any of you took the time to read them... any of the... well... i guess ill see you people on the other side... later..
Summo
Greetings all you people out there somewhere... i am finally once again SINGLE and free to roam about... but im thinking about changing my name to soemthing a little different.... cuz i kinda found out that my mom is reading my dumb page and harrassing me about everything is on it, look everyone else respects my page but you... why is that? anywho... my computer at home is fucked up so we have to reboot all of that... well i guess ill see you all on the otherside... because right now the time is to go... and while im at it im gunna try and create a quiz.... later...
Summo
Now isn't this a day to be prancing around all happy about who knows what... i stared home from school BORED outta my stupid mind... ya... like at 3 in the morning i heard the phone ringing in my parents room... so pretty much i figured that it was joe cuz i listened out and my parents acted pretty pissed that night... well i am pretty pissed at joe for what he is doing... he is like on run or something cuz Joe's parents are searching for him... but i had to go tot he doctors today to see why i've been getting huge wealts on my legs body and arms... they make me pretty itchy... so i really cant stop itching but i really dont care... at all that much... but anywho my mom dad and me went to burger king after my appointment with the doctor and figuring out that this could possibly be hives.. but anywho on with the story... i talked to my parents and asked if i should call joe's mom and tell either the mom or dad that i have talked to joe and i have the phone number of where he is at.... so i tried calling and i didn't get any answer... not even an answering machine... but anywho... i must go now... now if you'll excuse me... i'll see you all on the other side....
Summo
Greetings everybody, once again I TYPE!!! woot!!! but why do i always end up typing in my class at STC... i dont know why... so anywho... lemme think... oh ya... i might stay the night at my friend amanda's and go see a movie... Bruce Almighty!!! that movie looks soooo funny for some odd reason... okie what else.... uhhh.... since its memorial day monday.. we have a 3 day weekend... what fun... GAWD DAMMIT! ok yea.. im one sexy pretty crazay MO-FUCKING-FO!!! (mofo dumbass) so anywho... i am gunna go... see you all on the other side...
Summo
 I taste of Death.Doesn't everyone want a taste of death? Well they should. Most people deserve death. Keep away from me unless you think you're better than that. I probably won't like you. What Flavour Are You? |
NEWS FUCKING FLASH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (The stuff your about to read might either make you piss your pants/skirt laughing or knock you laughing out of your chair crying… or might do nothing at all)
Ok, just like 5 minutes ago from 1:24 pm, my friend Kelly called me out of my classroom to talk with her so like, I got out and like we talked for a little bit and all of a sudden we went into the bathroom, you girls know those pad box things like if you need a pad you have to put a quarter in it… Kelly was looking at it just for the hell of it im like Kelly, you know you want that, she puts the quarter in and spins the thing around and *FLOOSH* out comes a box with a pad, me and Kelly laughed really fucking hard cuz it came in a fucking box and popped the fuck out of that machine… soooo all of a sudden she pulls the pad outta the box so I grab it and pull that thingy off to get the sticky part and I slam it onto the mirror in the bathroom! It was hilarious as hell, so I had some sprees in my pocket, and to my attention there was a red spree at the top, so I take it out and get that little fucker wet and wipe it on the pad to make it look like its bloody, so I put a hole in it and Kelly stuffed some toilet paper in it to make it look like its falling apart, so I had a better idea, and I RIPPED that pad off the mirror, and the sticky stuff stuck to that mirror so im like FUCK and who cares and I went into the bathroom stall and I stuck the pad on the door and I ran out with Kelly laughing our fucking asses off.. and so I headed back to the classroom trying to keep a straight face but I couldn’t even do that… its too hard even now… well g2g once again… and see ya’ll on the other side…. HAHAHAHAHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAa
Summo
hello all of you maggots out there reading my little page, here is the scoop for today and over the weekend... I have gotten into SO much trouble lately so i dont know where to start... but today is REALLY friggin foggy outside so i dont think that im going to head downtown today to meet up with joe... besides its also pouring out there... and also why i cant go, i made up my mind at school that im not going to meet up with joe today because of the weather... so i spent my money on soda... mmm.... mountain dew... the best kind ever yet... I also went to my friend laura's and then her mom came to pick her up to bring her to this place where her brother is playing in a band some jazz crap stuff... but i gotta admit jazz is pretty okay... another thing, i wasn't supposed to be there, i thought laura's mom heard me, cuz i asked to go to my house first so i could ask my parents but laura's mom drove me to that place with laura....samantha couldn't go cuz she had to go home to bake a cake *thumbs up* sam, i hope you had fun, BE SAFE YOU MAN WHORE!!! but anywho... my mom called that place i was at and my brother came, and dragged me outta there like there was no tomorrow, so he threw me in the back of his car slammed the door shut and next thing i know he is leaning on his car and standing there as if he were some police person... it was kinda creepy... well i have nothing else to talk about so i guess im outta here, see y'all on the other side
Summo
Hola my little companions from where ever you people are, but Friday was a fun day especially that night, where i had this hilarious conversation with the Atomic Zen-a-nator!! *thunder strikes* IEE!!! ok ya... its pretty much spring over here in duluth minnesota... today its kinda windy but the weather is pretty nice and cool... Laura is comming over today for a little while... i was SUPPOSED to stay the night at her place but since i couldn't get ahold of her at all late last night... i ended up sleeping in my cozy little ol' bed... what a life... not really... it was all ok... DAMN why must there be school tomorrow, i was enjoying my life being at home sleeping... i like sleeping... i really do... then again, id rather be outside right now. it sounds fun.. ok laura should be here in about 10 to 20 minutes, cuz right now it is now 1:06... o wait... now its 1:07 ohhhh ya, im so good, not really, but anywho i must get going now, i have to take a shower and then dance around my little room naked!! *covers mouth like one of those weird little girls* tee hee... now that sounded gay... well see you all on the other side..
Summo
Hola my little companions from where ever you people are, but Friday was a fun day especially that night, where i had this hilarious conversation with the Atomic Zen-a-nator!! *thunder strikes* IEE!!! ok ya... its pretty much spring over here in duluth minnesota... today its kinda winder but the weather is pretty nice and cool... Laura is comming over today for a little while... i was SUPPOSED to stay the night at her place but since i couldn't get ahold of her at all late last night... i ended up sleeping in my cozy little ol' bed... what a life... not really... it was all ok... DAMN why must there be school tomorrow, i was enjoying my life being at home sleeping... i like sleeping... i really do... then again, id rather be outside right now. it sounds fun.. ok laura should be here in about 10 to 20 minutes, cuz right now it is now 1:06... o wait... now its 1:07 ohhhh ya, im so good, not really, but anywho i must get going now, i have to take a shower and then dance around my little room naked!! *covers mouth like one of those weird little girls* tee hee... now that sounded gay... well see you all on the other side..
Summo
OHHHHH yea baby.... more quizzez for the mind.... damn it all... im gunna end up slowing my page down as hell again... maybe... i can just delete some of those quizzes out..... NAH!!! they are too much fun!!! MUST KEEP TAKING THEM OVER AND OVER AGAIN!!!! MWHAHAHAHHA!!! ya... whatever.... here are the results...
You're Bam! The Jackass Of All!
Which Member of MTV Jackass Are You?
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Join Me (In Death)
What Song By HIM Are You?
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You are Vlad the Impaler. The man behind the legend
of Dracula. You hanged your victims, stretched
them on the rack, burned them at the stake,
boiled them alive, but mostly impaled them.
Most of your killings were politically targeted
but sometimes you killed just because you were
bored. Your "reign of terror" lasted
from 1456 to 1462. Estimated numbers of victims
vary between 30,000 and more than 100,000.
Evil Evil man. Fie on you!
Which Imfamous criminal are you?
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im sooooo bummed today... what a life this is... well once again i have gone quizfanatic again... well here are a few quizzes i took... see y'all on the other side...
You are the typical feminist, depressed, artist.
You go against the crowd and do everything you
can to be different. Too bad noone notices.
Try communicating with people, not just looking
down on them.
What kind of typical high school character from a movie are you?
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You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.
What kind of kiss are you?
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Black:
PEOPLE SUCK THE WORLD SUCKS EVERYBODY SHOULD BE
KILLED AND BLEED TO DEATH TILL THE COLD EARTH
SOAKS IN BLOOD. Well, you're angry at the
world. For reasons who knows, but you
definately hate life.
What color do you see the world in?
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dude that picture of the what color i see the world in and that bead bracelet... i have almost the same one for some reason.... woooooow..... OH ya... later
I am 82% Emo
Holy gee whilikers... I am as emo as it gets... I will try to cheer the heck up and stop wiping my nose on my sweater...
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I am 88% Punk Rock
I am PUNK AS FUCK! The model punk. I care not for anything. I kick ass, but probably smell really bad.
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I am 77% Ska
Pick it up, I skank! I am one full-fledged crazy Rudie, I am going to go celebrate my victory with some skankin'!
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I am 83% Tortured Artist
Angst, and bitter resentment drive me to create works that not a single idot will ever come close to grasping. Ah, the raw and unforgiving statements that bleed from my soul are so misunderstood.
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I am 81% Raver
I am a SUPER Raver! I probably haven't slept in like 2 years, dude. Alright. P.L.U.R., baby! I am probably some kinda candy raver, huh?
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Ok yesterday sort of really sucked… of course I went downtown again, but also, joe wasn’t there… but I guess when I talked to him the night before, he was TOO drunk to understand me at all… plus online he couldn’t type at all… but… That accent of his, And his wonderful hair and body, who wouldn’t love someone like that. Maybe I am just too much of a loser to stop this god damn puppy love…any who… my lip hurts so much… plus its all reddish and very noticeable what the freaking hell…its very annoying the way it feels… Grr… I don’t like it… it makes my face all uglyish, ROAR I hate it.. *tears* Ok like the rings on my fingers right now are making my fingers hurt… I should like take them off for awhile… yea again im going downtown what fun… but im going to visit a few stores, like this place called global village… what fun..but right now… I g2g and slide on in Lake Superior… and be a little otter-girl in the lake… see you all on the other side….
Summo
ok kidies i think its time for some quizzes to come onto my page... just i hope i dont get TOO carried away and stock large amounts of quizzes in my page like last time (Dear god DONT let it happen!!!) *falls over*
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Well any who.... i gues those are all the quizzes that i could find for right now... so like i dont know what to do... im bored as HELL.... to go downtown to day or not to go downtown today THAT is the question.... i guess i could try ONE LAST TIME for Joe.... DEAR GOD people i know i know... you all think im insane for giving joe a third chance... he BETTER be downtown for me today or else is bye bye FOREVER!!!! ok i just sounded like some evil criminal on a cartoon or something... well ive g2g now... see you all on the other side... see you, space cowboy....
Summo
Ok about yesterday... fuck it, im not going back to see joe... i feel like he doesn't really actually care about much but himself... SUMMER KNOCK IT OFF!!ok then...im just a little down and depressed right now.. so i really dont know what to do... so i should really try and find something to do... i dont have enough time to put in those quotes but anywho... i have to go i guess.. later
Summo
Greetings my little companions, what a lovely day this is... Ok i tlaked to Joe last night online but i threatend to get offline and if he wanted to talk to me that he would have to call me... so he did, and he was all sad and stuff, he kept apologizing to me for some reason, and i also told him that, it might be the last time i would go downtown for him again... only the days i go downtown are when i have my therapist appointments... that will be the only time that i go downtown... so i made a deal with joe... i would come downtown to see him today and if i feel left out at any point ill be one total bitch and leave him and get on my bus and get home... so im being one bad ass little girl... well not really... so like i just dont know what to do right now so im pretty board... i always get board typing most of my entries at school... O YEAH!!! i almost forgot... yesterday i wrote down a few more of those fascinating quotes in that one book... but anywho... well i'll do that when i get home... so i have to go... l8ter peopl
summo
May
12, 2003
Hello people out there somewhere whoever is reading my god damn page, anywho, that dillinger four concert was one blast in space, even though i didn't get to see them perform on stage i thought it was the best thing ever that i was going to meet them backstage... only if i could... and Godsmack is comming into town... wow finally something good comming... but i dont like godsmack that much... but they are comming to the decc in duluth mn... plus i heard that my brother lied to a few friends saying that he went to a system of a down concert... my brother never knew ANYTHING about system of a down untill i introduced him to them... they are like his first band he ever liked... and he is 19 and that is the age i introduced him too... so ya... pretty much yea... plus O YEA at the Dillinger Four concert with one of the other bands, i was involved in a Mosh pit... now that was one fun time... i was punched to the ground, was helped back up then knocked in the jaw... and now i got a bruise there... what fun this is...ouchie... it hurts... i went downtown today... and Joe said that he would meet me down there... what a liar... he LIED big time... he was nowhere to be found...but i saw Jenny down there...she didn't say nothing to me.. i was all sad cuz i didn't see Joe after he said that he would meet me downtown... i guess that will be the last time i go and try to meet him for an hour or so downtown...well i g2g now... see y'all on the other side....
Summo
Ok all tonight is that ONE special night, LET ALL party!!! this should really be an awesome night though... but one bad thing about this is, is that my stupid fucking brother is coming along to WATCH me sam and laura shake our things out in a mosh pit... oh not to forget marcelle... yes i forgot all about that little little girl... too bad... o well... she can live with that. but any who laura is sitting next to me while i type this enchating message.. what a wonderous time this is... ok laura.. say hi biotch... "hi" oh... sorry. i said that for her... SCREW YOU LAURA I CAN HEAR YOUR THOUGHTS!!!! I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE SAYING ABOUT ME... YEA... I LIKE TO FUCK MY TEDDY BEARS... WELL YOU FUCK DONKEYS AND SUCK HUGE DONKEY BALLS... not to forget YOU LIKE BARNEY!!! now laura is SNIFFING me which is scaring the SHITLIT out of me... now she is trying to take over my battle ship... that man whorish biotch... o well... laura wants to go online so i guess ill run like tha jackass that i am... byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....
Summo
Ok today just totally sucks... its all raining and stuff... i dont like it... but tonight it is gunna be fun, cuz im having laura stay the night at my place... it is GUNNA be very fun playing old school games like super mario on SNES.... me and laura kicked ASS on that game... plus we found like a bunch of secrets working up to the harder levels... YAHOO!!! tomorrow is the..........DILLINGER FOUR CONCERT!!! i hope we're still going, cuz the way samantha acted, its like that she couldn't go or got into a fight with her mom... but o well... today in the library i was looking at some quotes by some famous people i guess... i found a few cool one about art... ill post them at the bottom of this message... cuz well i g2g now.. cuz i have no idea right now what to put down... maybe i will when i go home... who knows... well l8er sk8ers!
SuMmO
"The secret of life is art"
Oscar Wilde
"Art is a path of the creator to his work"
Emerson Essays
"Art is nothing more than the shadow of humanity"
Henry James
Well thats all i have... when i go back to school monday... i will write more down...
indeed as you all see, i have a new template to caress over now... but anyways, on with my home life.. So yesterday i went to this place called Beaners, its a coffe cafe and like it was open mic night, so i listened to a few people play there, it was pretty awesome, and they were pretty good at it.. but anywho... i was reading some magazine thing there, and so i stumbled upon an ad that read SATURDAY the 10th!!!!! DILLINGER FOUR IS COMMING!!!!!! they are going to play at a different cafe called Pizza Luce! its sooo awesome cuz Samantha, Laura, and I have this whole thing planned out! cuz we are GOING!!! no doubt about it! we are going to get up off our lazy asses and GO!!! besides its for ALL ages! so we are going to this concert thing... Its gunna be so fun... but anywho... better get going... l8er sk8er!!
Summo
7,2003
Well wasn't my day just all peachy... it was mostly all bleh.. i just dont know what to say about it, its kinda hard for me to say... but i found interest in a new band... sweet sweet love!!! indeed this band is great... i found that senses fail is a good band... its pretty good... and its not very heavy...GRR!!!! i had to stop typing for 45 minutes to do some shitty worksheet thing for my stupid Basic Computer's class... i REALLY hate this stupid class, its an annoying bitch up the ass!! but at least there is like only 21 days left of school... SO HAPPY!!! *tears of joy* yay!!! Yippy!!! class is almost over... so i am still happy.. well i just g2g now 7 more minutes left of school.. l8ter sk8ters!!
Summo
Hello once again my fellow evil companions...im just super bored as hell... i can't believe after getting into all that trouble thursday when i finally came home after running away for 2 days, i am getting a cell phone...plus im getting a bus pass every month i guess to go to where ever i want as long as i ask...now if you'll excuse me im gunna run into lake superior trying to swim across the ice! later skaters!!
Summo
Hello again all you maggotised mofos...right now my left hand is all funky with drawings... some things that i drew on my hand has like... swirls, and stiches, not forget making my hand looked all patched up, but hey... its sorta cool... not much going on anywho... FINALLY laura put something up on her page!! *shakes fist* LAURA I HOPE YOUR READING THIS!!!! cuz im gunna kick your ass!!! well.... not really... nice to know what you said yesterday when samantha was over at your house, you were all like happy as if like Hey sam come back over sometime, cuz when you said bye to her your all like "BYEE!!!!! SAMANTHA!" but me.. psh.. i do nt get that kinda respect, no you say bye as if like im not paying you nothing prostitute! you man whore.. o well... whhatever... ill get ya next time..
im not doing nothing in class right now.. im pretty much fucking everything up today, cuz i just dont wanna work on the computer.... computers aren't really my kinda thing.. its just that i cant do my work right now... but i HAVE been tired all day, i was bobbing my head up and down in science... i just couldn't stay awake... it was too hard for me... but the next hour i knew FOR SURE i wont fall asleep cuz my history teacher is a bald old stingy guy but english and math... i fell asleep.. but the teacher understood cuz i did get things done... cuz i showed her my work... when i fell asleep i didn't realize out of 9 pages... i got 8 finished.... its amazing... as tired as i was.. i thought i wouldn't last through the hour... but anywho.. i got to get cracking in about 10 minutes i have to catch a bus to head downtown for my therapist appointment... such fun... im outtie.. later
Summo
Hello all again, its finally friday! and i have mostly skipped 2 days of school, not on purpose, only the fact that i fell into some water that i kinda hurt myself badly, i bruised up my arm and leg badly by doing that, i was walking on a log just until i tripped and fell into the water with huge rocks in it.. it pretty much hurt, so i was freezing up and so my friend asked me to come to their place to warm up and stuff, but when i got there i totally was knocked out, i fell asleep once i got dry clothes on, so the next morning i had trouble getting up cuz my arms hurt, i was too soar to stand, so i just slept that day away... so once that day was over i packed my stuff up, used the shower, and me and my friends went downtown...then i saw my brother running after me, so i turned and walked up to him and he grabbed my arm brought me to the transit center, and got quarters to use the pay phone... he called my house, then like my other brother came to pick me up and he brought me home... it was pretty much bothersome, cuz like my parents started to yell at me... they also told me that they stripped my room down, they took my playstation 2 away, my sketchbook, my CDs, Games, necklesses, but they took like everything of mine away... not like i had a choice, but they told me they would give me my stuff back after i get my room painted... probably red...then i talked to them about me getting a cell phone... so pretty much im getting a cell phone... yay... happy happy... well not really... i realy need some mountain dew or something... well yea... i have to go now... see you all later... bye bye...
Summo
Welcome maggots, RUN AWAY WHILE YOU STILL CAN!!! well not really... its not actually all that scary to run away from.. so just stay where you all are at, SWEET JESUS! ok i thought something just creeped up behind me, i just cant stop looking at the stupid back door of my haunted house... of course my cat haunts this house... how lovely.. i went to the circus today, my friend in one total fucked up reason she is SCARED of clowns, she got really paranoid at the place, i just dont get it, how can she be afraid of like Ronald McDonalds relatives?? well in a way it is pretty screwed up, well anywho, i stayed the night at kelly's for 2 nights in a row.. what wondrous fun that was running around like total jackasses screaming FIRE!!! EEK! and my brother travis was with us dancing like a freaking whatchya-ma-callits... umm ballerina... i think thats how you spell it, but ya.. he is sorta *cough*retarded*cough* and he was sorta like trying to impress my friends.. then all of a sudden we hear our dad's car **BRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMM* SUPER LOUD IT WAS INDEED!!!! NEW FRICKING ALARM CLOCK!!! so like the freak my brother was ran home like in 2 minutes... we lived like 5 blocks away... me kelly and laura ran to kelly's house hopin my dad doesn't drive near us... but wee made it safely *jumps up and down clapping* im so Hap-pay! *yawns* im so tired... i have to take a shower... damn school... im home alone... MUST TAKE SHOWER!! ya.. ill do that in a minute... sleepy sleepy... ok well im gunna go... later *Summo..................aka....Summer
Ok SCREW the fucking links, ill just search for a better template… ahhh… maybe that one Samantha gave me with the Thursday template…or maybe that freaking the Juliana theory one.. well I will just have to think about it till then… GRR!!! I MUST GET A NEW TEMPLATE!!!think summer!!! What to do!!! You know you can do this!! Alrighty then… ill probably change it when I get home… cuz right now im at school.. ok well g2g now… later ppl..
Jumping jesus on a god damn pogo-stick!!!! i FINALLY got a template on this thing... and i think it's gone all homosexual on me now CUZ i can figure out how to get my links up on it!!!!! its HARD!!! especially if its all like "